Untangling from the person whose body created you-
the person who projects
how they could’ve done better-
how they wanted to be treated-
Telling them, that’s not what I am thinking / feeling / doing.
Even when working to see your child-
stepping back to hear them and give them space-
even when fully accepting them-
still you see how you would’ve or could’ve done differently.
stepping back is so very difficult.
stumbling, apologizing and learning to keep your damn mouth
learning to let them be them.
watch them become bigger.